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drawer
On rare occasions, such as this, I pull out my drawer, similar to that of the Darlings and begin to finger the old treasures.
Most lay tarnished, if they were ever shiny. Or frayed if they were ever strong. Some still glitter but only if not inspected too closely.
They were saved and put away with much faith. Told lovingly that they would see sunshine again when it was time. Oddly enough, I usually only take them out late at night. Or on a lonely, gray day. No sunshine to speak of.
I've often tried to clean out the drawer but some memories and hopes are too hard to part with. Throwing them out would be giving up on so much. Eternal hope can be a curse though.
When is enough, enough?
When are we supposed to stop hoping and except that what we have may never change into what we thought?
Most lay tarnished, if they were ever shiny. Or frayed if they were ever strong. Some still glitter but only if not inspected too closely.
They were saved and put away with much faith. Told lovingly that they would see sunshine again when it was time. Oddly enough, I usually only take them out late at night. Or on a lonely, gray day. No sunshine to speak of.
I've often tried to clean out the drawer but some memories and hopes are too hard to part with. Throwing them out would be giving up on so much. Eternal hope can be a curse though.
When is enough, enough?
When are we supposed to stop hoping and except that what we have may never change into what we thought?
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you should always...
Ask her for her opinion about anything and everything.
Bring her flowers of any kind every chance you get.
Leave/send her notes.
Plan things for her to look forward to.
Consistently be learning, listening and watching.
She knows. She knows a lot.
Bring her flowers of any kind every chance you get.
Leave/send her notes.
Plan things for her to look forward to.
Consistently be learning, listening and watching.
She knows. She knows a lot.
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1.13.2011
books & life
I'm sitting in the library reading Reading Lolita in Tehran and thinking how hard it was to live in Iraq and Iran when I overhear his voice.
An 18-year-old gang banger is talking with a stranger about all of the shootings he's seen and the people he would kill. Discussing Bloods, Crypts, and Nazis that are in town.
I guess every place has its bad side. I don't have to imagine people on the other side of the world to feel compassion for the oppressed and disgust for the oppressors.
An 18-year-old gang banger is talking with a stranger about all of the shootings he's seen and the people he would kill. Discussing Bloods, Crypts, and Nazis that are in town.
I guess every place has its bad side. I don't have to imagine people on the other side of the world to feel compassion for the oppressed and disgust for the oppressors.
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1.09.2011
cash flow
I've put aside pursuits because if money.
Gone to work everyday for money.
Planned what to wear, what to eat, what to do and where to live based upon money.
What would I do if money were no longer an issue? What yardstick would I use to measure out my actions? More importantly, what possibilities would reopen for a mind no longer chained by a money clip?
Gone to work everyday for money.
Planned what to wear, what to eat, what to do and where to live based upon money.
What would I do if money were no longer an issue? What yardstick would I use to measure out my actions? More importantly, what possibilities would reopen for a mind no longer chained by a money clip?
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birthday
Today is my birthday! I'm hoping for a super awesome gift... I also keep thinking I'm turning 24 but I'm actuality turning 23... I'm not sure why I can't seem to remember?
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1.07.2011
composure
I want to appear composed. Someone once told me that I have a quiet gentleness about me. Is that the same as composure?
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1.02.2011
foodless
Omg. In 2011 I'm not eating anything. Christmas almost killed me, I swear.
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12.30.2010
mock
Isn't it interesting how people mock things they don't understand?
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12.20.2010
12.18.2010
aware
I'm becoming more and mote interested in politics, international politics and economics.
I've got my eye on the UN right now.
I'm trading Sarah Palin's Going Rouge.
I'm wishing we subscribed to the newspaper.
And hoping Obama never makes it back for a second term.
I've got my eye on the UN right now.
I'm trading Sarah Palin's Going Rouge.
I'm wishing we subscribed to the newspaper.
And hoping Obama never makes it back for a second term.
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12.13.2010
blessings
Could it be? God, I stood back to trust you and it appears that you may part the Red Sea at any moment. Thank you. Teach me more.
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12.08.2010
11.30.2010
11.24.2010
gifts
I never really know what I want for Christmas until I don't get it.
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11.23.2010
dreams...
... are hard for me. I'm naturally a dreamer but it doesn't always mix well with my other, extremely practical side.
Dreams are hard to maintain without hope. But what maintains hope? I'd like to order some of that please.
Dreams are hard to maintain without hope. But what maintains hope? I'd like to order some of that please.
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11.20.2010
positive
I'm a complainer, which is ironic since I CAN'T STAND people who complain about everything. So... this post will be about happy and good things. (Even though I want to complain... a lot.)
We are having pizza tonight!
Tonight starts my weekend
I've lost 2lbs this week!!!!
Tomorrow is kitten day...<3
We are having pizza tonight!
Tonight starts my weekend
I've lost 2lbs this week!!!!
Tomorrow is kitten day...<3
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