Its snowy and cold again. And I'm remembering those warm evenings sitting on the back porch, alone, watching the light fade while the backyard went to sleep.
Gosh, I hate working in an office sometimes. I feel like the world is going on outside while I'm stuck in a fake creation of plaster and florescent light.
Maybe if I cared about my job it would be different.
What could I do that I care about?
I had a job that I cared about for awhile... but then the caring became my job and it was a terrible thing.
Caring about people should never become a job.
But, what should I do then?
There are very few things I am passionate enough about to invest myself in them for more than money.
I go to work to make money to live.
I do things I love to stay sane.
It's hard to think about what it would be like to combine those two things... is it possible?
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