2 months

Ok, this is just getting crazy.

 I'm living in two places, feeling like a child caught in a divorce.

I'm so excited about the new apartment and I want to spend all of my time there,

 but I don't live there yet so all of my stuff is missing.

And I feel like I've abandonded my roommate which makes me feel really bad,

 but I don't know what to do.

I'm also running out of food because I don't have time to stay home and make anything.

So at work I eat crackers and cheese more often than not.

Maybe its just this week.

Maybe things will calm down.

Maybe I have a huge list of things I need to do

and no time to do them.

Maybe I need to grow up and take my life back.

I have excellent time management skills.

I need to use them.

I just really hate this place. This limbo between married and not married.

Its frustrating, upsetting, confusing.

And I'm not sure anyone gets it right now.

I want to take a day off.

Walk through a park

Breathe in.

Brethe out.

HAVE ALL OF MY THINGS IN ONE PLACE.

This is seriously a huge issue for me.

Ok, no more whining.

I just needed to do some therapy writing.

Thanks for standig by!