error room

Let it Be... I just love The Beatles

I would have been a fantastic hippie

Too bad I missed the '70's

Anyway, I don't like to put gas into my car

I always think, "there is something more important I could do with this money, I'm sure".

And so my poor Stratus gets dehydrated often

But never as badly as it did Saturday on the way to work

No gas and a couple of steps toward walking to work later a car pulled up next to me

She offered me a ride and I accepted.

Afterward I got to thinking as I usually run my life through analysisto detect any lessons I should be catching on to...

I usually scorn people's lack of preparation for life

Being late, losing things, forgetting things

Oddly enough, (I think God calls in Irony?), I've been that person lately

Not putting gas in my car made me feel so stupid

But three people helped me out and none of them chastised me

It also put me in a position where I had to accept help

I don't like that.

I like to be on top of things

The girl who has it all together

But one doesn't learn very well like that

At least, this one doesn't

If I never allow anyone to see my weakness

am I real?

Will they ever get close to me?

It was strange to be the one being helped instead of the one helping.

As a first born, INTJ, Beaver/Lion 

I'm used to being in charge and taking care of others

I'm softly learning humility

But its hard.

You don't want other people to witness things you aren't proud of

But they aren't proud of theirs either.

The more we error, the more we leave room for people to love us.